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Okay, so in my last journal entry I said I would make a marker drawing doodle thing called "Anxiety". I never got around to making it. I've been so busy; I haven't been able to spend time on it. I will have much more time in June and July, and I will make it then. I promise. :) BYEEEEE. -Vonchezio

Sorry about not updating on dA for a while. I'm gonna do some really crazy colorful marker drawing and put it on here. =o It's gonna be called "Anxiety". It's just gonna be a lot of colorful doodles, basically. And I have some poems to post. So, I'll update tomorrow, most likely. =) -vonchezio PS My computer is messed up because it won't let me change the mood thing. I'm not angry! I'm more like hyper and bouncy. =)

I'm such an idiot for doing this right now. Not dA, but going over this freak Justin's house. He thinks he can just be selfish and be girly and boss me around and the truth is, I wish I would've never called him back a year ago in the first place. We met at this church event and so we exchanged phone numbers and didn't see each other for like two weeks, so I called him. Big mistake. Now, I'm in way over my head. Justin calls me 500 times a day, sounds like a girl, denies his queerness, and won't leave me alone! I know I sound like a hater, but the truth is, this guy is like a kindergartner. When will he learn that you can't just push someone